I still get in those funks of wondering if I'll always compare everyone to you and if I'll always think you were the only fit to me, especially on days like this...Valentines Day. I'm always hoping someone that is far better and makes me never question you again will be right around the corner. Then sometimes I wonder how long it'll take to reach the end of the street and turn that corner.
This is what my heart does to me.
But it reminds me that I'm alive and that it's possible for me to feel this way. That I can feel intensely happy in every way because of someone else and that for me to feel this way again, I need to not close myself off. I need to give people a chance and I need to let things happen. Because if I don't, I'll always be stuck and I'll miss out on someone that could be the answer and will make me realize that all that time, I was waiting for someone amazing and that everything leading up to it was preparing me for the next big one.
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