I had a revelation today. It may seem trivial but it felt major. I need to leave us where we left each other, in the romance of spring break. I need to leave us on that beach together, happy and leaving things unspoken so as not to ruin anything. I need to realize that that's all that I'll get and that's okay, I can learn to accept that. It will take time, like everything. But I'm okay, and I'm strong. I may see you in the future but I can't expect it anymore because I'm leaving us happy and in the sun when March ended.